I have a fear or anxiety eating away at my gut. I’m supposed to be looking for a job. Plus leading the make-up team for my section of Compendium. Plus I have a shoot in two weeks which I don’t feel prepared for.
I don’t know why this is all winding me up. You’d think I never had to take on new responsibilities or try new things before.
But still!!!
I wish I could kick my own ass right now. I need to buck up and shut up.
